Bad Weeks for Everyone?

So I've come to the conclusion that these past few weeks have definitely sucked for everyone...I mean, everybody seems to be either sad or angry or annoyed...and none of us know why. I mean, I know why I am...the whole 'broken' thing really doesn't help things...but its just terrible for everybody. I was watching a movie earlier...Armageddon...its amazing. And reallly, reallyy sad. I mean, apart from the depressing plot it was the last movie that we watched together, you know? I don't even know why I put myself through watching the stupid thing...it was probably a bad move. And it also had our song in it...its terrible what I force myself to go through. So many people just tell me to get over the whole thing. "there are other fish in the sea." Yeah, okay. Do you know hooww damn sick you get of hearing that line, over and over and over>!?!?! I mean, yeah its true. Whatever. But at the time where you just need someone to listen to you, to help you get through the whole thing...its not a fun thing to have to listen to. Especailly when you really don't want to get over the person, or you can't. Because you were just that crazy about them.

Midnight Rants

So I've been listening to depressing/sad love songs for the past...three hours? I don't know why but sometimes they just make you feel better about things, as lame as that sounds. Everything going on right now...I just need a release. Its like every emotion is trying to stay built up inside me because I'm too afraid to let loose; to let go. Its awful, really, having to hide what you really feel? Especially having to hide it from the person who made you feel that way in the first place...the person you used to be able to tell everything to. ):

Haa, this should be interesting.

I really don't know what to write... There's so much going on right now that I'm not really sure if I can handle everything on my plate, so to speak. School...it really just needs to be over. Like seriously, I'm so stressed out right now. Between trying to keep my grades up whilst attempting to maintain a social life...I don't even know. Its sure as hell not an easy task. And eople...are just confusing. And they hurt you, whether or not they realize it. And sometimes they just suck all together. I mean, I understand that everybody is different, but some people just completely disregard other peoples feelings and emotions because they think what they are doing is right or better. And nosey people are the worst. Seriously, you try to have a conversation with one of your friends and all of a sudden a random voice decides to break in and say "waitt..whattt?!" And then you're just left to either stare at them with that "WTF turn around" face or you just pretend it doesn't bother you. But since I'm not really a very 'confront the conflict' type of person, I usually just let things go. Which is really bad... Because then it gets to the point where I let people walk all over me, and that can really, really hurt sometimes.